To start off I would like to note that English is not my first language and I'm also not western, I'm sorry if at times I use wrong "concepts" or my judgement seem too broad, I'm basically here to get educated.

When I asked my friend what does a red pill women mean he said "a conservative woman that actually knows what's going on" and I didn't find many luck on google explaining what it really means. The reason why I'm interested in knowing is because I'm a girl with a double nationality eastern and western, lived all my life in the east but hopefully planning to move to the west for better life quality. I am not that committed or attached to where I live now, I was brought conservative because of the society I live in, for decency and boundary reasons and not exactly because of religion (although I do highly agree in the importance of religions I'm still now in more of a learning phase than actually practicing 100%). I find myself now in a very shakey moral state sometimes, I have been consuming trendy modern culture ever since I was a kid and I came from a conservative society, now I find that I've realized the importance of being conservative but the issues are 1) I'm not as conservative and closed off as some people are where I live and I don't plan on staying there 2) I wonder how I'm ever going to blend in western society if I'm not as open minded as they are. I basically don't know how to have views that I believe in and can pass on to my daughter while also being "chill" towards things that are basically considered "okay" in today's society but still go against my moral compass.

Do you have any advice or any resources that are reliable for understanding RPW culture because from the general view of it I find myself agreeing with the message but still need to get educated

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Thank you and I hope I didn't come across badly