There is this girl who i have known for 2-3 years. We used to talk sometimes and she gave me so many chances in the past and i ignored it completely because i am broke. Now her mom got greencard and she went to USA and will never return back to this country again.

So us meeting again is v.v unlikely. The thing is i want to move on now. But i really keep thinking about her and think about how i blew my chances. She used to text me every 5-6 months and ask me we should meet and also always she was the one to text first. Its been 2-3 months that she has been acting uninterested and i today texted her, that i like her. She was like 'yeah',umm and all. Now i dont think there is any comback to it, unless i get a very high smv. So i really want to move on.

The big deal here is i know i will find someone better than her. She is not even that gorgeous, hardly 6-7/10 mostly. But i really liked talking to her.

I am currently really poor. I dont even have my own house and have very very low smv, so this makes it even harder. I can't have abundance currently or spin any plates .

I know my life can be better in 5 years from now. I know that i can become better than her. But it is not even her fault. I am the one who is obsessed. She has likely already moved on. I know i can bang hotter chicks then her but what can i do in the current moment?

I have already gone no contact with her. I really want to move on. I don't like the space she has taken in my head. I know i could get her if i make my smv higher than her. But i don't like the way my life has become. Please guys help me.