im afraid to succeed, I finally enter a room and command respect, the way I dress, the way I act, the way I move, the haircut, the gainz, im still not at the top but at least 70% there which makes me way above most of the peers at my college

I get IOIs, everyday at campus I dont go 5 minutes without someone I know saying hi, I got girls I can easily fuck but they are 6tobelow and I dont feel like its worth the trouble somehow (like a mental barrier)

I got a 9 shy nerdy girl (exactly my type) which I easily made up some convo and she spent a whole week going to my dorm and we spending the day doing random shit and skipping classes

Problem is, I am still a virgin and didnt even kiss this girl (for example, many more available), I dont know whats wrong with me. My friends always say I can get girls easy and that they fall into my lap and they dont know how I do it, its like I am a girls boyfriend but without the sex. We hug, always together, but I never make that 'step' to seal the deal, which should be the easiest.

The problem here is in my mind, I know it, even with friends hyping me up I just cant kiss a girl or make it sexual 1on1. Its like my brain be like"nah this aint for you" and I friendzone myself.

I've done the hardest part, the easiest part is infront of me, why cant I do it? I want to lose my virginity, I got atleast 1 hot girl that I know wants to suck my dick 100% confirmed, whats wrong with me?