I left my boyfriend because he wasn’t emotionally invested. He said he was too scared to get close to me because I would realize how shitty he was compared to me. That I would think he is a bum and that I am too good for him and that he couldn’t get the motivation to be on my level emotionally. I tried to help him and he didn’t want it though. He said I was too good for him and that he isn’t happy with himself and is too scared to love in fear of being hurt and rejected.

All I do is try to bring him up, pep talk him, do sweet shit for him... yet he constantly isnt over his ex and rejects the sweet shit I do for him.

I felt if I was better I would have had a better shot with him