yeah so i am 'tard. (born from post wall mom) so in essence a SHIT ton of jobs are limited to me and the best jobs I will ever have are shitty service jobs. I am NOT worried about money (rich parents) but I CRAVE STATUS. Frankly I want to lie to impress BOTH guys and girls. I have friends but as usual I am STUCK with all the other 'tards like me and frankly EMBARASSED to be seen out in public with them. (i admit I am VERY arrogant for a disabled person) (I will atttempt to be a volunteer fireman since I could not join the Army due to my medical condition). Despite being unpaid, at LEAST the job will provide me high social status. (if I lie that I am a full-time fireman that is). I have no interest in an LTR I just want to spin plates. ( I can get ass just not the booty I want I kinda have to dumpster dive for the moment). Hey game works, but which would a woman prefer? a 5'2 balding indian janitor who is a janitor with game or a 5'2 balding indian man with game who ALSO "claims" he is working on his "medical degree" instead of carrying mops around. Game/lifting works but I feel like some lying has to be involved depending on the circumstances. we do it all the time! (women wear makeup to hide their appearance. or black/latino men use steroids to enhance their looks)

(young guys PLEASE don't imitate me you have more ahead of you, my situation is unique).