Quick summary I been with this girl for 5 months then started dating and became a whole 10 months for it to break up. Always submissive, kind, gifts, did anything I wanted, never said no to sex, overall good girlfriend experience, no complaints. Best girlfriend I ever had.

Then she was acting weird for 10 days, saying she got covid and couldn't go out, no much contact through the days(acting out). Woke up at morning and she wanted to break up saying that her life was rough hamster hamster hamster and she didn't feel the same like before, felt like a dick when she wanted to break up. I sent:

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"It's a shame b, we had something good/long-term going on with the ups and downs and now I know what happened, it wasn't just life stuff, best of luck~~"

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It has been a couple hours ago and no reply, not sure if it was the best, I feel like I am still a blue pill sucker and despite being 1 year on trp I still fuck up , I feel a huge void in my gut and feel like crying like a little bitch, already hitting on other girls but didn't set up anything yet.

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She might have daddy issues and would cry many times saying for me to never leaver her and she feared being abandoned, loved being dominated in bed with belt, collars and bdsm sht, really needy and fked like a maniac, she claimed to be raped as a kid and mother was a total btch, apparently weak father.