Sorry for my bad english in advance There is a girl tnat I meet through internet. She is really smart and cute. We will meet irl for the first time soon. As you may expect - I want to be with her and she already knows that too.

Unfortunately there was huge drama between us few days ago. It's a long story, but I apologized her for ignoring her because of my insecurities. She rejected apologizes so I get angry and started insulting her and joking of her with my friends on discord. Somehow she got screenshots from one of them and she reacted very emotional on that claiming I totally broke her trust and now it's over.

I apologized her and explained everything so she gave me second chance. But when we talk about our relation she says thing like "I don't know if I want to be with you after all this ever, time will show, who knows. lets not talk about this"

She also said no one wants me. I asked "really no one? You forgot about someone" In reply: "you know where you are by now after all this, I cant promise you anything for now, but if you really want to be with me you won't stop trying ;)"

What do you think and what can I do?