My marriage is in shambles. I went from divorced men thread, then I got led to here. But holy fuck. The journey from here to there. I've done some reading and some listening. And the scope of the sheer fucking volume of information, I'm inhaling/processing. to the massive bloody pile of self work, that has appeared in front of me is mind boggling. I've learned something about myself. I'm a whiny little bitch. That doesn't want to do shit all to improve. I haven't even glanced at a weight yet. I'm still processing all the shit, I've learned. And I'm still only in the fucking intro. I don't like this me. The current me. I'm changing though. And I'm pissed off at me for being so naive. I don't know how to get through the shit testing. I'm failing horribly.