so im 21 years old. not alot sexual experience to be honest, but after a long dry spell started to get really horny so i decided fine ima go out and have some fun.

cant believe this is happened to me LMAO why not a different girl? i just spend the last 3 hours laying in my bed, unable to think straight, mindblown that i was so easily manipulated

this guy is UGLY AS HELL. fat. ugly. disgusting. i hate him now. but 2 nights ago when i saw him chilling at the club with her all over him, hugging all over him, pecking him with little kisses on his lips... for some reason... i thought he was so sexy...

to make a long story short. we had sex, and after i ask how many GF's hes had, he has now just told me he was actually a virgin and ran "wingchick game" on me and im his first. apparently theres a local PUA company that has "bootcamps" but also has 3 hot chicks that take 500 dollars from men and do this with incels to help them get laid as a premium service

i feel... so fucking violated...

he was like "so what you think about that haha? does that make you mad or anything?" and... yes it actually makes me mad as hell. i didnt tell him that but after i left his place, i blocked his number

holy god. i hate that im apparently just this machine that can be manipulated by men. whatever. no more ugly guys for me NO MATTER WHAT, EVER lol. this was the first ugly guy i fucked. never again