Sooo I’ve had an easygoing life thanks to my parents for about 16 or 18 years of my life (I’m 18). One thing to think about, is that my family is religious (very). Up until high school, I’ve only seen a few things here and there.

Not going to lie but I have been exposed to porn... I regret looking into it.. (I was 15 at the time) I never really understood all of the memes shown or brought up. I have been exposed a bit because I’ve been in a few relationships two of them were toxic. I was basically pushed into doing something quite uncomfortable for me. But currently a few friends of mine and my boyfriend are trying to un-shelter me, and it’s going well so far..

I don’t know if I should be glad that I have been sheltered or not. But I know my life hasn’t been as interesting as others have. I haven’t ever been in danger or had something critical happen. I haven’t experienced things in life that are probably or most likely important. I’m finding things out the hard way. Because I am aware I have some disabilities in recognizing things going on around me. It is hard for me to know what is safe and what isn’t. I’ve gone out late at night unaware there is bad people around in the area. People who sell drugs or worse.

There is still a lot I probably don’t know about or heard of. So basically, I’m curious, what is there I need to know about. Give me a list of things I need to understand. I don’t know what I don’t know and I know what I do know.

I don’t know if this makes sense at all but I tried at least. There’s details I know I haven’t listed. Because I can’t remember every single thing.

There’s a lot that I know about now than I used to before my first few years of high school.