I started dating this girl about 2 years ago. At first she was a plate but as I entered a rough patch in my life, she wanted to support me through it and it became a LTR. Through this time, I completely lost myself and became a mess (dealing with a lot of mental health issues). I completely abandoned most aspects of TRP and was very bluepilled in the relationship. I showed many signs of jealousy, neediness, weakness, etc.

The relationship became really messy. It was to the point where I needed to end things with her because I was barely able to take care of myself, and I often prioritized the relationship over myself. I found it weird because even after all that, she still seems to be really into me. I'm in a lot better place now, but I'm just trying to figure out how I didn't kill the attraction.