I broke up with my girlfriend today. I really felt the need to end things after she made a very important life decision without me. Basically I knew this relationship would end as I did not want to have a LDR and I was leaving to finish school in January.

I don't want this girl back at all I feel like I have misplaced my trust in her and never will trust her again. I just want her out of my life for good. The wounds are still fresh. I held frame the entire time and wouldn't let myself cry in front of her when I said I am breaking up with you today.

I feel like I have learned from this experience, and realized I don't want a LTR right now or in the future. Also this is the last fucking time I sacrifice so much for someone especially a young woman.

First the Good 1. She was a virgin and that pussy was tight I stretched the shit out of it. Pounded it like a Fucking Gorilla for a hour each day.

Second the Bad 1. Unstable. 2. Cold. 3. Boring

Rule I learned.

NEVER SACRIFICE ANYTHING to be with a woman.

SHE IS NEVER YOURS just your turn.

Things that I wish I had done. 1. Never given her the position of being my Girlfriend 2. Spin plates while I was with her (Now I have to get some plates) 3. Never lose focus of your goals. [Had some pretty bad examples of BP mindset]] 4. Fuck them like it is the last time every time.

Going Forward Never develop oneitis it will ruin you forever. Swing branches. Never commit to a woman. Never make yourself vulnerable to her only make yourself vulnerable to other men they will fuck that shit out of you like a Monkey on Viagra an harden your resolve.

Felt like venting here instead of calling her and telling her that she is a cunt. Going to Ghost her and talk to the cute girl in my art class tomorrow. See if I can bang her on Friday. Also there is this hot blond girl in my English class I have really been wanting to bang. And there is this girl that I have seen walking around to class that I really want a blow job from.

Overall I want to thank Rollo Tomassi you are a full on alpha beast.

And as always put your dick in her mouth every time she opens it.