After reading this, I've finally realized I was feminized from early age.

Can behavioral feminization cause your your hormone levels to change?

I've been surpressing my urges to move, do stuff, break and move things, be impulsive, be possessive and demanding, taking risks, and women ever since elementary school. I don't mean as a psycho. I'm not a psycho.

Now I'm tired, sleepy, slow. I always yawn ever since I remember. In college I never maintained my attention in classes.

I also talk like I don't mean it. I walk like I don't mean it. I sit like I don't mean it. I talk silently, as if I'm not trying to disturb anybody.

So seems like since I was feminized, my body was not working as it should.

I'm curious if I stop being feminized, will my need for sleep and tiredness change.

Did anyone have such experiences?