I know many in this community will say I am wasting my time and the psychological field is dominated by women so what's the point but please hear me out.

Health professionals who have known me for 10+ years all female agreed on my best friends' (a male genius software engineer) suggestion that it would likely not work unless I perceived the chief medical staff as either smarter than me or at the least that i intellectually respected them.

On this basis, many facilties were suggested and I researched the main psychologists. The one I want to go to is male dominated.

Alcohol has been destroying my life for the last ten years. I need to go to rehab and get clean, I really want to bring up controversial things that plague my psyche in relation to this sub in the often group as opposed to one on one therapy.

I really want to be honest as to the reason I believe I am an addict:loneliness, constant betrayal by every type of person in my life, the state of modern women, the fact that i feel i can't get married for my own safety, the fact that i feel so red pilled i can never be happy or productive again unless there is some kind of fundamental change (this point is generally speaking not just about women)

I'm afraid if I'm honest though, they will find excuses to keep me at the facility even though I voluntarily admitted myself and would be released into the custody of my parents.

My father, aware of all the red pill/mgtow stuff I know about, but so old he maintained a nuclear family over 40 years, said such a concern was absurd.

He suggested the reason I was going was to cure my addiction, and if they tried to keep me off of some "toxic masculinity" diagnosis, he'd sue the hell out of them.

You think he's right? Or is my paranoia justified. I don't want to drink anymore so badly, I need to go in but I'm scared.

Please advice bras