I was dating this guy for 3 months ... We had a rocky start and unhealthy relationship because of my toxic behaviors =nitpicking, over analyzing and constant reassurance not letting it happen organically.... what I envisioned was right if not it was “ wrong”. He was emotionally unavailable and has intimacy issues......I get how i pushed him away from wanting to give us another opportunity after a month long break and tons of hours self- reflecting. However I discovered he had the dating apps on his phone the entire time while he called me his girlfriend and told me he loved me as well as always liking half naked women’s pictures on social media ..... I can’t help but think aside from my behaviors. He could have communicated how he felt if he wanted to fix things or ????