I felt like I had to adapt to my ex LVM’s interests but he didn’t take the full time to adapt to mine. I liked his interests, the music he listened to (even if I hated the migos and future but I still listened to it because I appreciated him). I even adopted some of his lingo, and got interested in marathon running. He was an engineering major college and in the few times he would send me something relevant to his coursework, I would search it up and figure out what it meant. I was a psych/bio double major so clearly I didn’t know much about the type of math he did. Most of the shows he suggested to me, I’ve watched and we’ve discussed it all (he liked Narcos, criminal minds, the office, OITNB). I like shows about true crime and I did enjoy the office. Narcos was a bit too graphic for me but I watched it anyways. Whenever he had an interest of cooking a specific meal, I would try and find things that were similar to the recipe and hell, even send some of my recipes to him even if he didn’t ask. I know for certain I love to cook and bake so to be able to share recipes with someone made me pretty happy. He enjoyed football, which I clearly don’t understand but I made the effort in trying to understand the passes and even asked him to physically draw them out for me. I even played Madden for a bit but got bored of it. Throughout our relationship, I had to do some shadowing for PA school. I would tell him all about my day even tho he didn’t ask. I would tell him all these different terms and try to explain them so that he would understand. However, he wouldn’t ask questions. I would be open to sharing my phone with him and he even knew my passcode. I never really knew his unless I asked. He would get sus with his phone at times so I would just take my phone with me everywhere.

Just a brief description of myself: I love science, I’m proud to be in STEM, I love research. I’m doing a masters in biomedical sciences right now and it’s really hard but I hope I get though it. My plans are to become a PA. I love to cook and bake, idk what music is my favorite but I have a couple that I love. The sad thing is that I barely listen to music anymore except if it’s in the car, which I barely drive weekly. I like to take walks sometimes, I love going to new places with my best friends, and I love playing with my parrot. I unfollowed all the Instagram accounts that my ex recommended because idk, it just doesn’t make sense to me anymore. I’m trying to find the person that I truly am and it’s just so hard.