Hi guys,

Just wanna keep this brief, I’ve been researching the RedPill community and especially RPC for a good couple of months now, really opened my eyes to a lot of issues I was personally having and really helped me fix my mindset and the way I handle things with other women and men, etc.

There’s 1 issue that I’ve had for years now growing up, and that’s the fact that I’m always the “clown” of my friend group specifically when I’m with my church friends, school friends, etc etc.

It’s really starting to get to a point where there teasing me but also giving me crap with backhand compliments , not respecting me, leaving me out, etc. It’s seriously affected my confidence at times.

I’m not sure how to put my foot down without acting like a complete arrogant “chad” but also still having some actual respect for myself if that makes sense?

Has anyone been in a similar situation? I would leave, but I obviously have to deal with them since it’s a smaller town and I see them at church and school.

Any thoughts or advice?

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Mission: Currently I'm on a mission to really better myself and become closer with god. Have started reading the Bible and praying more often.

Stats: I just recently started hitting the gym again about 1 month ago and getting back into my mojo the same way I was when I played football in Middle School, although serious this time counting macros, bulking, consistently lifting etc. Already seeing slight newbie gains which is amazing :)

Deadlift - 225 PR Squat - 225 PR

On a push / pull program

5,10 , 175-180 If I guessed I'd be around 18-20% body fat percentage.

​ Reading: Have read RP sidebar and RPC sidebar, didn't read them word by word but fully skimmed them for the most part and have a good understanding of the content. Some items more than others of course. Been watching a lot of Rollo Tommasi and Entrepreneurs and Cars.

​ Finances: I run my own Digitial Marketing Agency so I'm doing well for a 16-year-old fortunately enough. I make somewhere around the lines of 4-5k per month and hopefully hitting that 10k per month mark by end of this year.

​ Spiritual: Church every week, three times week. Preservants class, hymns, and Sunday school. Back on track with reading the Bible and prayer everyday. Helping family back home with charity work etc. Still figuring out my spiritual gifts and strengths.

(Excuse any grammar mistakes as this was typed on my mobile device)