I'm meeting new people. I thought it was the solution to my boredoom. Some of them are interesting as fuck. But eventually I get so bored that my brain hurts. Concepts of TRP are currently the most important things in my life. Let's say I met a guy like me. Wtf are we gonna talk about TRP? Bitch about women's nature? Voice our introspections? What is the fucking point of talking? I don't get it. For me after about 1 hour every conversation gets boring even if I love the guy or girl, assuming they are already interesting and cool.

People are boring as fuck. Life is boring as fuck. My job is boring as fuck. Reading books is boring as fuck. I used to enjoy reading books like 10 years ago.

I might be in a contiuning burnout for the past 5 years or so. I don't know if I'm in. Maybe I don't want to admit it because it means assuming negativity. I don't know how to get out if I'm in.

I think sky diving, sparring, bungee jumping will be like medicine for me. I'm currently trying to arrange logistics to try those.

I don't use drugs, weed or alcohol. Cuz probably If I start, I ain't stopping till I'm dead. Besides those expesive sky diving alike hobbies, what can I do to calm down and get rid of my boredoom?? I am seriously considering to model this twat to entertain myself. I'm looking for a cameraman.