Now i know by the offset some of you might hate me. And i really don’t hate you lot back. For the past year i’ve been watching, engaging and reading into MGTOW content. I loved the brotherhood this community provides. And i loved it when i seen posts about independent men going there own way and not giving a shit what people thought of them. I watched as you showed me how the system is lenient towards women in general. I still agree with you all. I’m posting this on an alt, but theres one thing that you should know about me and that i have fought with gender dysphoria for years. I can’t even stress how bad it was. I sought to seek solace in this place and try to become the most masculine man i could be. But the dysphoria never went away. It kept creeping back up on me. I became depressed and ashamed about myself. What sort of man loathes other women because he wasn’t born one of them? I thought i was pathetic. All in all i became depressed. I still continued to watch MGTOW content because i felt like i was part of something it gave me an excuse to feel like shit because the system is against me. I used it as a comfort area not something that i should use to better my life. That was the problem.

You lot taught me independence. You taught me to love myself because no one else is going to. I need to thank you for that. I enjoyed it whilst it lasted you know... but i feel a lot of you dislike me. And wouldn’t want me around. I feel like i need to say goodbye more for my benefit that anyone else’s. But thank you everyone.