I'm going to try to give as much context as I can. The girl who is responsible for my abandonment issues (we were childhood friends and then she disappeared, reappeared and disappeared, all during major stages of my development) is now a single mother, and she's a 10/10. She recently reappeared in my life, and since I've started taking the red pill, she is showing interest in me. Before taking the redpill I had wanted to reconnect with her as, like, an attempt to heal my inner child (I really just wanted to be friends) but she was not into that at all, there was one opportunity she wanted me to try to bang her but I didn't feel like putting moves on her at the time and it didn't happen, so she got bored of me. Now, though, I feel like she noticed that I've been focused on self improvement lately and thinks she can turn me into a beta buck. I'm not going to be her beta buck, but since I only just took the red pill I can see why she would see me that way. A little more context, this girl left her husband because he was beating the shit out of her (allegedly? I don't know, that's what everybody has said but who can really know). There was an incident in our childhood where she did something to one of my toys and for some reason back then I had very low self esteem and was very self conscious and getting picked on and I started choking her because she wouldn't give me my toy, or something. I barely remember this, and I don't think she does (I was a little boy and didn't know what I was doing). I think this incident had something to do with why she ended up with an abusive husband in the first place. Anyways, at the very deepest level of my being, this is the first person that I ever had any feelings for, like, little me was stupid in love with this girl, and now that I'm have swallowed redpill and started conquering my deepest issues I really really really want to fuck this girl so I can feel like I won at life. I do like her personality even though she's conceited, but with what I know about single moms from reading TRP I am holding back. I don't know if I gave enough context but bottom line was this women is the first girl I ever had oneitis for, as a child, and fucking her would be the most perfectly symbolic act of my transformation I can think of. However, she is a single mom, so there's that. What do you think? No exceptions, or what?