How can I start , Sometimes we just need to realise that we fucked up , of course we can always fix , but today I just don't know how I did arrive to this,it all started in Amsterdam , I'm an IT engineer , was still preparing my degree and working at the same time ,RP and met a girl that I tought was pretty much good to start a relationshit with , I know her since 1 year and 7 months , then 3 months ago I had that "opportunity to start a buisness with one of her relatives " in SE asia , so I quit my job , my nice life in europe , and came here , life is pretty great as I see , way cheaper , I get many IOI's , I broked up with my ex but still see her very often since we are were living in same basement with her relative , today I find myself with about 900$ , I don't believe that much in that buisness project and didn't sign any engagement from now , I have good IT skills ,but a very bad mental ruined by that relationshit , and negativity that brought to my life , I feel like a complete BP , and still scared on founding myself alone with no one around in a new country where I don't even talk the langage well . I do understand that my situation is miserable , I do deserved , I decided to follow my stupidity , but today I wanna start fresh and need advices from people who started fresh too , All comments are welcomed , anything that can help me get over all of this