TL;dr= GF broke up with me because I didn't wanna marry her, later found out she was cheating on me and left me for the dude. Now by accident I am the dude girls use to cheat on their "special someones".

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I believed in the unicorn, i believed in love. I had found a nice girl to love me care for me and be by my side. We lasted 3 years. The first year was great, the second even better, the third was good. Until she decided that she couldn't be with somebody that didn't wanna marry her nor have kids with her. Then she found somebody who did and cheated on me, then left me shortly after.

edit 1: the reason i didn't marry her was because she never committed. Our relationship had problems at the end, but she decided to get drunk to de stress meanwhile, our partnership fell apart. I tried my best, we lived together but only saw each other for more than a couple of hours a day at most. She rather get drunk with her friend and get home after 3 am than spend time with me.

I posted on MGTOW but was banned, due to me being mad at her for cheating on me. Months later I got in shape, dressed better, basically started living a bachelor life. Of all the night one stand that I've had and the pump and dumps and what not. I have found out that more than half were married, or in "serious relationship" they never told me until after they stopped coming for more. I felt bad at the beginning due to "helping girls cheat", but I never forced them, they themselves of their own volition offered themselves to me.

Some even initiated the flirting with me, eventually I realized how wrong I was love doesn't exist for a women. As easily as they threw themselves at me, the love of my life threw herself to another dude. She threw more than 3 years of relationship for the chance to get somebody to marry, then that dude threw her away once he had his fun. At first i was enraged but as time progressed I learned that at the end of the day, I was nothing more to hear than a walking wallet, that had a dick attached to it. And as soon as marriage nor kids were in the horizon, I became less than that, worthless.

I work on myself each day, each time better. Now my ex wants to come back, I went from a beta bux provider, to the dude women wanna have. The one they crave, the asshole alpha. It has freed me of my chains, I am free, I have money, I have hobbies and I will never serve another women again. Never be a slave, It hurts that my dream of finding a good girl is going nowhere. But I still search for something that I know I will never find.