How do i stop putting them on pedestal? Especially girls. Im The Nice guy. Not even nice. Its just to get them call me (beautiful,smart) or tell their friends about me. Or send me nudes. I watch them as gods. And im like their servent. When girls only reply with one words to me i get angry and frustrated at me. Not them. And it makes me think how i have no personality. And makes me think all other guys are better. I think i have lower qualities than women. And another thing how do i value my self more? I always think others are better than me (smarter, more interesting, open minded). And i always think seeking approval of women wanting their attention or chasing them is because i dont value my self. And the only thing i see in this world is porn or pussy. And i always put others down jokingly. I think it hurts them and they pull away from me. And i became racist because i saw black guys get white chicks easily and get them to chase them on twitter and other places. Im not racist anymore though. Still jealous of other guys.
