I dont enjoy anything. And most of my family is like this. Tbh i hate my self and i think im stupid and goofy af. I really dont know how to talk. Lost the taste of life. Im a boring communicator. Im afraid to talk to people because i can barely think of anything to say. I put them on pedestal by asking them to many boring questions and getting none back. Mostly happens with girls in snapchat and other apps i dont even enjoy talking to them. My questions never go out from """hey how are you where you from how old you how many siblings you have""". People dont value me. I dont blame them. Because i dont value me. The big problem is me. I wish i could suicide thats all. Fuck everything.