I’m asking here for a mans perspective or maybe just need some opinions I filed for divorce after my husband of over 15 years three kids later told me to stop fighting for us after we tried counseling and he continued to blame me for his unhappiness ( has deep depression and he did stray throughout the marriage and stayed ) Once he started the constant closet belittling I woke up and realized I deserve more I couldn’t take it but I miss the hugs but deep down know it is any hug not just from him oh how I so want him to come to me and tell me he’s sorry and he would do anything to mend us— I fought for us but he insisted on taking a break but didn’t expect divorce I filed after he said he needed to sleep around to see what else was out there

I’m I crazy or is there some men out there who would actually want to be with a divorced woman in her early 40s three kids under 10 ;( I don’t “go out” how on earth does life look for me in my 40’s?)