I recently was unable to pay for school because I was denied all help. No private loan even though it was credit based so I am still confused as to why they denied it. No public funding help. My job cut my hours t near nothing. No girlfriend. Virgin. Never kissed.

Its not that I am socially inept because I have friends and girls that like me and all. Its not that I am unattractive, its that life hits me down lower one thing after another and i am never in a good position to do anything. I don't even know how to think anymore.