I have to be patient about hard work and results. I have a really long journey ahead of me. I thought it would be good to know people like me in real life for support and just hanging out. Do you think this is possible? I can actually find some locals who know about TRP from internet. Do you think if this makes sense or is this supposed to be a lonely journey? By journey I mean stopping being a beta, a boy and being scared of life and internatlizing all these in years.