I loved this girl i proposed once through my phone got rejected the next day.....then suddenly we became bestest friends then again i proposed her by asking do you think we can ever be together she said no and we had a normal conversation....she'd talk to me for hours and i thought she was interested...after that she avoided me mostly for weeks not msging me and mw being soo stupid I'd keep asking have i done something wrong why are you pissed.....she said no all is fine but she wouldn't chat like before

Now just a few days back i swallowed the redpill and avoided her like she avoids me

Yesterday she msged that she was talking to a guy for hours and slept on call and suddenly it hit me...why wasn't she talking to me....i helped her a bit and then we have been chatting again....now what is bothering me is that i wanaa know whether she is in a relationship with that guy she talked hours for...she is never getting my dick she rejected me once..twice what should i do this is soo consuming...am a newbie to redpill btw