Sexual Strategy: I am somewhat feminine, well spoken, emotional (?) dramatic, romantic and a little pessimist, how can I use this in favor?

Hello. I am a little feminine, I admit it. I have always been the last in physical matters, I am into the gym and into boxing, I am already getting in shape. So, I am not the most masculine guy around the corner.

I consider myself intelligent, therefore well spoken, so I tend to use words that are uncommon. The thing is I like drama, I do not avoid it (so…I would like to use like the RSD guy says. Here ). I also tend to be a little emotional, at least more than the average guy (I believe this is for the lack of a masculine figure, when I was a child I grew up watching soup operas and in my teens Anime of the slice of life genre). The consequence of this is that girls get curious about me at least in the beginning.

I do not know how to say this without sounding pretentious, but I am a little pessimist. Like my heart is kinda dark and instable, sometimes I would love a girl, but sometimes I want to hurt her emotionally.

Now, I know there are things I must change(help pointing out those ones, I believe I should be less pessimist and less emotional), but is there a way to use my current tools in my favor to get girls?