Few hours ago i had argument with my mother. My father, rich beta guy took her side, so it's not something new for me actually to expect him to be independent or fair. He didn't got her pussy for more then 20 years, and he still play her game, so i don't even want to show him any help(nmmng, trp etc.)

I refused to help her with some stuff that she expect(as queen in house /s) and with stuff i mean to clean dishes or to empty washing machine, on saturday i refused to help her with washing machine because i felt "used" , that means that no one at house(brother or father) care to do that, so it have been expected for me to do it(as youngest guy i understand that, but to intentionaly abuse that i refused to do it).

Today after some argument she called me "cunt", "you shouldn't exist", "you mean nothing to me", "i don't wanna see you again". My father have been sitting with us, and i asked him did he heard what she just said, and ofcourse he was on her side, and he said that my problem was that "i make people angry" so i was responsible for her words.

After her breakdown i just stood, gone upstairs, and went to the gym, without saying a word after it. The good thing about whole argument is that i felt absolutely nothing, no emotions. I wasn't mad or sad, maybe a year ago in that situation i would go mental and maybe start crying, but now i held it i think great.

What do you think? Sorry for bad english please