Hi guys. I feel like i'm my biggest enemy right now. I've been meditating, lifting, and reading for about 3 months while staying focused in school to pursue my purpose.

I am a 20yo virgin and its breaking me down piece by piece. One thing i havent been doing is approaching girls because my inner game is so fkd right now i feel like one rejection would push me over the edge.

I keep seeing guys on this sub or in my college getting laid while i have everything else going right for me except this facet of life. Everytime i think about it i feel like i'm not good enough

its like my mind tells me "you'll always just be 5'7" "Girls dont want a guy who's focused on a career, they want fun" "WHy would they want you when they could have the bulky 6'2 white guy" "She's probably had so many better guys than you" "She probably thinks your a loser"

I've been told im attractive before by some pretty hot girls (i was too much of a dumbass to do anything about it), i dress well, i smell good (all these things have been told to me)

but because of my shit mind i walk around looking depressed as fuck and honestly feeling that way too.

THis shit is just breaking me down man, i have trouble focusing now on the important things i should be cause i feel so bad about being a virgin and not getting girls. HELP ME