Hey guys so this is the story im in a 5 year LTR thats very stable and im very alpha with a HB 7,5. Recently I just felt like I should be fucking more girls in my twenties but still I dont want to fuck up my great relationship so I cheat here and there (outside of town mostly)

So this is the story, my sisters acquantance adds me on instagram and likes all my pics, shes like a 7 in face with a 9,5 body. Shes 19, im 26 (a bit young for me but oh well it was free pussy). Shes super into me, I get naked pics and masturbating videos before the first date lol (I learn from my sis that shes a bit of a hoe). I fuck her on the first date, and she starts chatting with me every day, the whole day. Im aloof and gamey but I feel like the attraction is still there but going down a bit. We meet up for a second date after a week or so and she tells me she had been hurt by a few guys who fucked her and dumped with eyes full of tears and asks me to treat her "seriously" or just cut it off and that she wont mind, because if we fuck again shell develop feelings (I feel as if its hypergamy telling me "dump me,youre too nice"). I say no, sorry youre too young for me for a relationship and play like were done. Then I proceed to fuck her and afterwards tell her I dont want a relationship but I wont hurt your feelings (wanted to make her a FB). And that she can meet other guys and when she finds someone appropriate and her age she should tell me and ill just leave. Afterwards for a few days shes super into me, like in love relationship stuff in chat and then she starts being a TOTAL huge bitch. Like I mean, trying to get me to ask her out only to reject me, acting like shes above me, not lkaughing at my jokes, no more sex talk or pics etc. I didnt want to be a huge drama queen cause she had exams in 3 days and I act cool and start texting less but shes continually trying to engage convo. I asked her once at the start of the week to go out and she rejected, and I decided to ask her out for a 2nd time after her exam as a last chance. I ask her and she rejects without a reschedule and I mentally decide im done, I just say ok, she gives me a big explanation on how shes sorry and she has to meet up with her friends etc. and I just "seen" it in the chat and im mentally done with her.

I go out that night see her and im pretty pissed off at her for a whole week of acting like a bitch, she introduces me to her friend and I ask her why did she reject me ? (Like a big stupid woman, big mistake). Day afterwards, she puts a pic on instagram with a caption "Who says I dont want happiness with you?" which pissess me off because shes trying to manipulate me and I go out with my buddies flirt with a ton of fucking women outside (had one of those nights) and she sees me with some hotties and her friends stare. Day after she contacts me, I ask her is she gonna behave nice, she says I dont know what that means but I met someone else. Im like ok good luck whatevs.

So the next 2 weeks shes trying to hook me with instagram stories and pictures with captions aimed at me, I think to myself maybe I hurt her with that flirting that night and shit and I contact her, we chat it up she send me selfies etc, I try to escalate for a date and she says sorry i met someone :* I tell her again ok good luck, hope its great she says thanks and at that point im done.

A week after (2 days ago) out of the blue she contacts me with stupid chit chatter, sending me a pic of her ass in her new pants (but she always does shit like this so its not a huge IOI) I act aloof and dont care. We chat through the day and im pretty aloof and not caring. That night she puts a caption on instagram saying "What a beautiful day for love to die" trying to hook me. I dont take the bait and yesterday morning she contacts me again with a picture of her sitting at a coffee table with an empty chair infront (my perception is, ask me out) obv im not gonna do that because she rejected me 3 times in a row. I ask somebody stoop you up? :) and we start chatting through the day (just moronic half assed chat).

At this point I had enough and ask her whats up, whats on your mind? After 2 hrs of non response she says hahaha, nothing, im in a restaurant waiting for food.

At this point its obvious shes trying to get validation and to make me an orbiter and I go into asshole mode

I tell her "yeah eat that shit, get that ass big and fat" She sends me a pic of 3 burgers on the table I say "damn youre a pig, gonna eat 2 whole burgers by yourself" Shes like "haha, I would die if i ate 2 of those" Im like " damn when you get pregnant your gonna be huge (in our language its funny but the translation is shit) Shes like hahah :(, im scared of it) I say "ill put a flag on you and when you roll into town people are gonna think its a tank from the national army" She : hahahaha YOU PIG Me : hey slow down, for you im doctor surname (im a doctor), ill bring my car next week so you can wash it She : oh you got your car, are you driving it

So I know her and know this is all stringing I proceed to escalate

Me : are you home? She, yess just came back :) Me : Send me a pic of your little pussy She: Hahhahaha, were done with that phase doctor :) Me: Its not a phase, my cock is hard She: Hahah, I said no Me: Ah too bad, you used to keep me up all night with your videos and pics but now youre just kinda boring to me :P She : I cant do that anymore :P

And then I just "seen" that because I gave her a chance to explain what she wanted and she just dodged, I tried being a dick so she would fuck off and she played along so I just "seen" it so she would fuck off already

Anyways I feel bad because I developed some feelings and she was a good fuck, I think we just chatted for too much (every day whole day) and It wasnt interesting enough + shes a bit crazy and very young

Id like to have an option of fucking her again sometimes tho

Sorry for the long post, thanks TRP