Haha not a troll post or anything, so generally i don't leave the house much since i dont have much of a reason to, i just lift weights in my home and game is basically what i do every day (im 19) and today i hung out with a friend, we walked a few miles around the town and i feel so suppressed and boring.

I can respond just fine to people, but is it necssary to joke? What about laughing at jokes? i don't find some things funny, but if i can't contribute anything positive to the mood then i feel obligated to laugh at things that arent amusing.

I am not sure whati want to ask, it just all feels surreal, approaching some girls randomly would feel awkward too, i don't have much to talk about, and feel dissociated almost.

Any recommendations? Or is it just a matter as get out more to fix it naturally... the hard way lol. hopefully i have a personality that i havent discovered yet that isnt so uninteresting. In a home i can act much more natural i bet. being out feels fucking strange.