CONTEXT: I am a senior in a HS I've been at for only 3 weeks, I have pretty high SMV, but also pretty shit game. At my previous HS I was a low self-esteem wreck, but since winter break I've learned about game and self improvement, and at this point the only way I think I should interact with women is with game, but I have none as determined by the "red pill" sense of the word.
I also consider myself weird because I have weird interests, a weird sense of humor, and am plagued by the ingrained, bullshit belief of "I'm incapable of interaction because I'm too smart and cannot relate" syndrome. Also, I realize now that I shouldn't be reaction-seeking and all that, and I somewhat feel the independence internally, but the social habit of being a sissy rappor-seeking faggot is hard to shake off. And although I know why and how to not give a fuck about what others think better than anyone within a 100-mile radius of me, I can't shake off the paralyzing habit of trying to enforce, via other's validation/confirmation, the (admittedly beneficial) masculine alpha male persona that my physical appearance portrays here at this new school. My looks, along with the "strong, silent type" vibe they portray, are the sole reason that all these girls are interested in me. I do not talk much, and I would say that, if I had the confidence/independence, I'd naturally be a "strong, silent" mr serious ass (with those I'm comfortable with I'm very direct, honest, and introverted), but I do not, so I come off as a "misunderstood wallflower that will never make a move" or some other BS.
and I'm a virgin
QUESTION PARAGRAPH: Several girls have showed me IOI's, but they are all probably slowly losing interests because I do not talk. Yesterday, I got a new class and ended up directly behind a very hot white girl with a fat ass who I suspect is also fairly popular. She got up several times during class, and each time, she did the most exaggerated standing up of all time just to flaunt her delicious ass at me. I played it off like I didn't notice much, but it got to the point where the girl adjacent to me said "Rebecca's doing SOMETHING right!". I just remained quiet.
So, my question is, what the fuck do I do? I don't want my SMV to plummet when it is discovered that I am not (yet) what my physical appearance implies, and I'll admit, I just want to get laid. Even if I fuck up with all the other girls, I think if I smash this hot popular b, my SMV will remain higher than most.
Thanks.
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