I came to TRP after getting horribly rejected by one of my classmates. After extensive study of redpill knowledge I have found that I grew oneitis for her as she was a virgin type Lucifers Daughter. I also found out that I used to be/am a jester type dark triad. (explains why I am not that attracted to girly girls). I turned beta for her and lost my frame.I dont care about her now :) I have started lifting, have almost swallowed the redpill. I know I have an epic future. I have observed that almost all of us have a similar story. We would never come here if we had encountered problems with a normal girl. Is it a training pattern through history? I am sure the girls we dump would get psychologically hardened too.