I'll keep it short. I broke up with my 4 year LTR (I'm currently 24 yo) about 3 weeks ago. I would say I am a natural leader, the relationship was good, she is HB9 by my standards (I have very specific tastes) and was willing to follow my anywhere. Seriously, this girl worshiped me. But by then end I started to realize I had a way higher ambition than her and I was starting to be bored in the relationship.

But I am starting to have doubts and second guesses. I was chatting with a girl but it is not picking up and just generally feeling lonely. I think my main issue is simply missing having the comfort and awesome sex of being in a relationship. How do I get out of this mindset that I want to be in a relationship and feel like I would be happier with a partner?? I'll be honest, she submitted to me in almost every way (especially sexually) and was generally an A+ LTR but I left her because I was feeling like I just wanted my freedom. Now that I have that freedom it just isn't what I thought it would be. Maybe I just need to give it some time, it has only been 3 weeks

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TLDR Why did I feel so trapped and annoyed in my relationship but now miss it so badly?