My social life revolves around playing tennis with friends on a Saturday, videogames with a couple of friends on Sunday, and being a part of a running club where we go on a run every 3 weeks. I work about 45 hours a week so my weekdays are packed but the pay is good so I can't complain.

In some ways I am doing better than most of my friends from my younger days. I make more money while they are in debt. A lot of them cannot find jobs after college while I am on a good path to a career that will net me six figures not that far from now.

While I do these social activities, I can't help but feel empty. Unlike most college kids, I took college very seriously and had to work through it so I didn't get the chance to have "the college experience".

I do activities with my friends but I am not really happy, I am just doing them for the sake of companionship.

I go on some dates and occasionally hang out with some cute girls but it doesn't really fulfill me.

I have had sex with 4 different girls, all above average looking, since the age of 22 and that's been great but what I want out of life is missing.

I long for the opportunity to get hammered, down a ton of shots, and party hard but the problem is I can't find that crowd or even know if it exists after college. I don't want to be that creepy old dude at college parties or even go to college parties because I am past college.

The problem is, I don't want to go to a bar or nightclub alone because getting hammered alone is shit losers do.

They say your "20s" should be fun but it seems like it is really your college years where you do the wild shit but I missed out on it.

I don't want to just experience it, I want to meet people to experience it.

Has the ship sailed on me to have that sort of fun in life?