In one of the previous threads, some well-meaning guys called me lazy. So I got myself another part-time job... in addition to the current part-time job and the post-grad thing.
My problem is that this new job seems to be blue-piller territory.
In my other part-time job, the boss is a badass. Also, the other guy there - a sort of mentor of mine - is a muthafuckin pimp. On top of that, when I'm supposed to do something, I usually get to do it my way, on my own schedule. In this new job, the boss guy seems to be quite the beta - tall, scrawny, balding, polite, none of that edgy sense of humor. The job has also that "safe" nine-to-fiver vibe, and rules, to it.
I guess it is a testosterone thing. This guy, he is probably in his 40s... and yet, he looks like an old man.
What I've learned: am I developing some RP awareness - something that wasn't there before? So interesting! Also, this gots to be the way girls perceive, and rate guys on appearance. A good reference on that: The Book of Pook, p. 32-35 ("What every skinny guy should know").
My question: how to deal with these blue-pillers? Apparently, I want to work on developing my inner and outer badass, and I still have a long way to go. And this environment, this could be counterproductive. I'm thinking of altering the (micro)environment of this place to my values, as far as possible, sticking around for a few months, or a year, followed by biding them farewell... but I'd also appreciate your input.
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