Recently graduated highschool, living alone essentially, how do I get over being alone 24/7? I've got a few guys I meet up with every now and again and thats great, but they've all got girlfriends and other guys where they live.

Went to a pretty religious school that was gender segregated, as a result i've never spoken to a girl, had a gf, done anything with anyone. Parents died when I was very young, so I never really had any physical intimacy with anyone.

My loneliness is driving me down a really sick path, degenerate pornography, horrible anxiety and depression, makes me feel sick thinking about it. I imagine similar to a lot of people who lurk here.

The lack of physical interaction has over the years pushed me further down the line, but in recent months it has begun crippling me. Need solutions to this issue. I've tried nofap, gym, talking to people, getting a job, etc etc, stuck at them for years and continued to get worse. After a long time of consideration, physical relationships are the only thing I've never had.