She also happens to just prefer Asian men. We met from her local CL ad.

It's just that, she has a stomach and has some really outright principles that bothers me. She's super clean and is a bit older than me.

She's just not my style though.

Maybe I've just been blinded and pursue what I can't chew. I know I'm only about a 4/10 at best but I just can't find her attractive. I have no experience though.

Is it worth it to just go chase for a soon to be landwhale than keep suffering because of trying to believe I'm all that? What did you do?