I am currently in an LTR. I have zero intentions of wifing this girl up, but I do care about her and she treats me really well. We've been together for over a year, and for the most part i've improved my interpersonal skills a lot thanks to her. My problem...

Before I really started dating her, I hadn't had many fun experiences. I had about 8 partners all together, mostly just flings, and no real girlfriends. In a few weeks, I will be going on a business trip to southeast Asia for a month or so. If anyone knows anything about southeast Asia is how easy it is to get women there. I don't want to break up with the LTR, but at the same time this is a great opportunity to have an absolute blast while i'm there. I'm sure if I stayed with the LTR and happened to cheat, the guilt would consume me. I guess i'm not necessarily asking for advice, but really just wanted to vent. I understand i'm selfish for wanting to have my cake and eat it too...