I've overhauled my life a lot since my breakup and discovering the red pill in 2015 but I'm now hitting a major slump and my progress has slowed. Everything is very routine to me. I go to bed early, eat well, exercise a lot and read often. But that's it. I actually have no motivation outside of that. In fact for several months now I've wanted to commit suicide because I find this world fucking mundane.

I've pretty much lost momentum and lost interest in dating or socializing. My financial situation has become very problematic as I've developed a horrible mindset around my income. I can't afford a home or a new car. There are no jobs in my city to progress to

I'm considering packing it all up and fucking off to another country.

Tl;dr my life is stable but very routine and boring. I have no real clear path to success where I am, no desire to date or socialise and have very little motivation outside of maintaining my daily routine to do anything else really.

I need help.