Besides, "art of manliness" can anyone point me to a blog or something?

How do I reconcile the fact that women want us to suppress our base natures, to become a woman's ideal version of a man. But if we demanded that they become a man's ideal version of a woman we're automatically pieces of shit.

I'm generally a meat-headed idiot, not in a "I start physical fights every time I drink" kind of way.....

More in a, "I'm confused as to why I am forced to apologize for wanting to emulate Ron Swanson" kind of way.

What exactly is, "toxic masculinity"???

Sorry for poorly worded questions, I'm just trying to fill gaps in my knowledge.

Edit:Punctuation/Grammar