So 20y/o, 172 cm guy here. Been isolated and in and out of depression last few years. Never had sex. Got a summer contract as a water sports instructor in Europe for a holiday resort all inclusive kind of place. First time I've been out of my shell for a long while. Ive been working out for the last year after discovering TRP and ive become pretty muscular and lean these last few months. Im currently one of the very few guys with muscles both among all the other staff and clients. I notice a lot more looks coming my way.

There are quite a number of HB female staff and clients, but few seem interested in talking. Ive blown three chances to get laid the last three weeks, and at this rate ill be going back home with nothing.

One was with a HB8, where we exchanged interest, we were walking to her cabin with her sister, when they said 'okay good night' , i asked if they wanted to see what staff residence looked like and they said they were tired, so i walked on like an idiot, when they called lullingly goodbye. Where did i fail at that point? They left the following morning.

Currently, began escalting with a dutch chick, bit taller than me, slyly in front of her brother while having drinks at the bar. Kiss closed yesterday, with her when he left, but when we started walking home, she didnt want to go anywhere all of a sudden, so kissed goodbye, slapped her ass and went home. I was almost certain i had it last night at last, but yet again, something goes wrong.

Where is my game lacking? Abundence? Dread? Im one of the few attractive guys here, but cant gat laid while other staff are at it like rabbits. I cant seem to make good friends with people either, especially the females. I dont know why.

Maybe its the depression and pessismism kicking in, but im quite frustrated and tired by lack of progress despite all my hard work in the gym and readi g theory.

Im not really sure how to progress from here. Any tips or feedback would greatly appreciated. Im quite lost and disheartened atm.