Know each other since 14 (We were in the same class). She was my "Crush/Oneitis" at the time. She moved away.

She messaged me a yesterday and told me she is coming to visit this weekend.

Haven't seen each other for a very long time but we have still talked and caught up sometimes on Facebook and Snapchat (before TRP).

Automatically I just answered, "Meet me at XXXX at 20:30 and let's catch up over dinner." What I usually do.

She answers with "Yes! and an emoji" (Smiling Face With Heart-Eyes or whatever its called)

Later that evening I went out with some friends but during our "pre-party". She sent me snaps of her trying on clothes (Clearly validation / High IOI) Just ignored them, not to fuck anything up.

I don't know what happened, but it felt thrown off by that later on. I noticed that my game was kinda of, I kept thinking of what I was going to say during the dinner etc.

Don't get me wrong, I have plates and meet girls regularly when I have time outside my businesses.

Its weird but I feel like she will throw me off, deep down I had feelings for her when younger that I'm scared are still there. And make me break frame, character, game.

I'm quite the overthinker, so that's why I'm making the post.

Like to know what you guys would do.