Recently graduated and had sex with a girl I had been talking to for 2 weeks through Tinder and have more than likely contracted Herpes. Took having sex with her three different times and a week later for her to drop the "Oh yeah, there is something you probably need to know" and by then it was too late. Of course she is playing victim and says she would have told me before hand if she wasn't so drunk the first two times we fucked, absolutely mind boggling. The test results don't come back till next week, but I've read all the symptoms and already know I'm fucked. Doctor already has me on anti-virals. As a 22 year old man with his whole life ahead of him (started my first salaried job this week, and won't lie this shit has been fucking with my head and my performance there) how do I move forward? I already have the assumption that I'm gonna have less than half the sex I used to and always be seen as damaged goods regardless of my SMV. Advice from others in the same situation would be appreciated, not really sure how to get back on my feet other than investing all my time into my new job.

Edit: Came out clean with 2 different tests. Dodged a bullet and learned a lesson.