I'm in a slump. I've lost my once unbreakable frame. I usually have my shit together. I've been in this community for years and I a god damned player. My friends have nicknamed me "the phenom" because of how I am with women. They say that I'm the younger version of the most interesting man in the world. Normally, my frame is solid and my life is great. In the last 48 hours, all that I have built came crashing down. I feel like shit and could really use some encouragement.

I have made some mistakes recently. I got feelings for one of my new plates. I could sit here and talk about how great her tits were, or whatever the fuck else I liked about her, but the point is I fucked up. I let things get really intense. I even thought about dropping my other plates for this one. I got oneitis. It happens to all of us.

I met her a month ago. She flew into town last week to see me. We fucked all weekend and it was amazing. I had some time open up this weekend and a buddy of mine was in her town for a convention, so me and another friend said fuck it and drove 8 hours to go there spontaneously. She shocked that I was all of a sudden in her town, but she excitedly met up with me. I had a magical night with her in a hotel room. I banged the shit out of her and made her squirt all over the bed. I felt sorry for the cleaning ladies because that bed was soaked. We said a lot of heavy things to each other, I'm talking together in a past life kind of shit. We parted ways from the hotel and made plans to meet up in another city in two weeks. I got the plane tickets right then. Shit was feeling incredible.

4 hours later. Four fucking hours. I was on the road back home and I got a text from her. She was going back to her ex. She told me she was cutting off contact with me. Our trip to meet up in the next city was cancelled. This dude is fat. I didn't understand why she was with him in the first place. He is a fucking loser and is nothing compared to the phenom. I felt crushed. All my TRP power was failing me. My confidence was shattered. It didn't make any sense.

The drive home was a long one. I got really drunk when we got back. I started feverishly messaging plates and exes. I got a bunch of responses, but I went to bed alone that night (probably for the best, I was wasted and my dick was tired). I told my main plate about all of this. I'm really close to my main plate and we usually openly discuss other people we are fucking. We use protection with other people, but we exclusively raw dog it. Anyways, I tell her about this and she loses her shit. She starts saying I deserve to get treated like that and says some other horrible shit. Whatever. I cut her off too and have blocked her on everything. She is nexted and done.

Basically, I've lost two of my main plates, both of which I was very fond of. I still have others, but I find that I'm not interested at all in seeing them right now. Do any of you guys know how I get back to feeling like I'm on top of the fucking world? I could really use some encouragement.