I'm a nineteen year-old male, and I am pretty sure that I will never have sex. In addition to being a beta pussy, I'm severely suffering from Nice Guy Syndrome. On top of that, I'm 5'10" and I only weigh 138 pounds. I can't even do 20 proper pushups...The only woman that's going to "like" me is some fucking baby mama using me as a financial safety net to raise her three illegitimate children while she goes out and cheats on me...

I don't deserve to be attracted to women at all and I just wish the feelings of lust would go away until I become a real man. But oh shit, I don't know how to be a man at all. I don't DARE even look at them in the eye because they will be scarred for life for even looking at a pair of worthless genes like mine.

All of my "girlfriends" admitted to cheating on me because I "made them feel fat." Well I don't blame them because it's time for me to end all of this bullshit and face reality. I wonder if I deserve to even be alive...I sure as Hell don't deserve to be attracted to girls...

Adolf Hitler once said, "Germany will either be a world power, or it will not be at all." Applying the same principle to my life, I say, "I will either become a real man, or I'll not exist." Germany didn't become a world power in a day, and this shit will probably take me thirty years, but I don't give a shit anymore...Might as well prepare for a good baby mama in my 50s...

"I do not see why man should not be just as cruel as nature." - Adolf Hitler

WHAT SHOULD I DO TO CHANGE??