What I want to do in life, is go to walk in nature, in forests or bushes, or to city center and drink alcohol in public places and then doing some more cultural activity like going to art exhibition (especially good is openings, because has free alcohol for visitors, not much, but taking free stuff is always cool). But have no one to do this together with in my hopeless shithole, experiencing only age discrimination from people of age group doing this kind activities, while I have no interest in mature ladies and their restaurant drinking and snobby mature visiting of art exhibitions. Is under this have need to find someone matcheable from far away, but while my life goals are young, years take their toll, with I now feeling so tired after all shit, that want just to spit on everything and go fap to hentai. Need therapy to give me recharge for diving into that pile of manure that humanity is, which I hate with all passion of angsty teenager, but also with fatique of old man who had enough of that shit

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