because of many factors (bad childhood indian socially awkward, i think im lowkey on the spectrum etc) i have experienced both sides of the blackpill.

However during puberty i became 6', apparently based on what women have told me I have an above average face (personally i still think im fucking ugly because of what i experienced before) and muscular.

Since then I learned how to talk to girls (just found trp basically) and seen all type of crazy stuff that lowkey confirms the blackpill(girls cheating on their bfs when we hooked up, hooking up when we don't even know each others name etc etc). Now I'm 21,lost my virginity when i was 14, and still believe the blackpill more than ever.

My personality didnt really change at all lol, if anything it got worse(by reddit standards lmao) and because of my childhood and mental issues I fit the "dark triad"(cringe) stereotype really well.

I feel like the only people that deny the blackpill atp are just coping/women or blissfully unaware. Or some reddit guy that never got any play in his teens happy to get married to some ran through fat woman at 30 (lot of yall in here lmao) thinking that it disproves the blackpill and they finally self improved enough to get pussy (really theyre just a jestermaxxed cuck lol). If you cant get NSA sex from attractive women in 2023 its over, ur "happy relationship" mid gf that u had to tryhard for sat on some douchedbag dudes dick first night she met him

These days I just see how many "rules" i can break when talking to girls that beta bux give as advice just so I can power trip when I still get to fuck them.

Idk what to do atp its kind of destroyed my whole view of love/dating, i guess Im just gonna be single forever lmao